nama-aq-arina

apology accepted?

2012-02-11T00:36:00.005+08:00

he, who once hurts me deeply

had now come

and seek for my forgiveness

but he's using a third party

what the... i would surely accept his apology

ONLY IF he'd be a gentleman by doing it

face to face

but now.... it's not happening that gentle way

should i, or shouldn't i accept his apology? v.v

no more hopes

2012-02-06T13:03:00.003+08:00

gahh

it's all ruined in a day

the guy that i was putting all my hopes

on had disappoint me

i just don't know...if i did wrong somewhere

in our conversation

but he rarely text me the the next day

and he went dead silence on the fb chat too

=w=

i was about to call him, but...nah.. i'm a girl

i wasn't supposed to do that at the

first place, right? -.-

so...i believe my mr right will come...

sooner or later.. i will just wait =.=

another new guy

2012-02-03T07:06:00.004+08:00

so there's this guy last night

added me up on fb and after a few chat, he

asked for my number

idk why, but i felt comfortable

chatting with him. so...yeah, i gave mine o.o

no harm done~ just to fill up my boredom of

looking at my dead and full of silence handphone

-_-

he texted me. and call. and text. and call .-.

the convo was like we're on a debate D:<

cause he likes to counter on me eg.

when i talked about k-pop

and like usual.. guys don't really into k-pop stuffs and

when i said this, he said that, and that, and thaaaat

i did the counter attack for sure >:D

but yeah, it's fun. not like the unknown ganu guy that's

so boring and "miang" -_-

new song completed

2012-02-02T20:01:00.003+08:00

i hate to be a newbie but now i'm a guitar newbie

and i love to be one ._.

learning this whole new guitar thingy

makes me in cloud nine *o*

cause my cool expert guitar addict dudes and

dudette are all around me

and makes it easier for me to learn guitar ^.^

so far i've made it to 3 songs~ Thousand Years,

Carta Hati, and the latest one *just now* is Tanpa

a lot more will come afterwards ^o^

New sport shoes~!

2012-01-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

aww~ u read the title already

and yay~! it's a new Nike sport shoes

kind of look like that

but it's blue-black with white Nike logo *u*

and super soft inside it

i'm so in love with my new shoes~

and can't wait for gym class. lololol xD

Guitar~

2012-01-25T09:29:00.005+08:00

so~~my dad just bought me a guitar

whee~~ *jiggles* ^o^

it looks like a 'gitar kapok' from the outer side

but who knows? it's pricey O:<

and the sounds are great *u*

i learned Thousand Years by Christina Perri

for all day long

until my left fingers got all bruised up

but i'm not stopping! cause it drives me crazy x.x

i just can't stop once i get a hold of the chord

HEAVEN~!!! *u*

Bro's Wed

2012-01-21T09:24:00.002+08:00

ok, so my brother got married last night

and the wedding ceremony is today~

whee~~~

i got a cute sis now 8D

Selamat Pengantin Baru ablong~!

hopefully, i will get a niece soon soon lololll >w<

the umpteenth heartbreak

2012-01-15T23:51:00.004+08:00

i've been gone for a while and now i'm back to blogging

idk, just didn't feel like blogging ;D

put all the fault on gaiaonline tho

seriously, gaia gave a big impact to mylife

i have crush there more than real life

and got lots of gaia heartbreak too

i even do my 1st confession there

*about 2 days ago*

and got rejected xD

BUT.... i was a zombie for about 5 hours only

and then i'm back to the normal me

wtf. i guess that's just a random crush

cause i was easily healed ;D

GoMiNam, RIP T-T

2011-12-11T09:15:00.001+08:00

last night, we went shopping until 9pm

right when we're home, i went straight

upstairs and went online at gaia

late at night, i went to get some food

at the kitchen

Gominam was quiet that night. there's no sound

of her playing the toys

i didn't take a glimpse at her and went to bed

tomorrow morning, i went to check on her

she was sleeping at the corner of the cage

i called out for her with cute voice like i

always did when i called her

she didn't catch up to me like usual o;

then, i shook her cage a bit

still, she didn't move

something crossed my mind

just then that i knew that she's...dead.. T_T

*my eyes are watery while writing this*

i should've go see her that night, for the

very last time

kuso.... i'm so terribly sorry Gominam

for letting u be in the misery of death..alone..

sorry... that i didn't have the chance to let u play

the toys that u like; that i didn't gave u much

food like usual coz i was always with gaia; that i

didn't have the chance to change ur bedding,

that i didn't gave u much dried strawberry which

u liked sooo much T_T

sorry.... sorry... sorry... T_T

what's done is done... if i can turn back the time... if u show

any weird sign that ur leaving me... i'll give u sooo

damn much attention Gominam.. T_T

wait.. i think u've shown me some weird

signs. it's just me... that was blind and

being ignorance to u lately -_-

i'll love u till death. no more pet for me

it'll be only u. forever and ever Go Mi Nam.. I love u T_T

someone new? o 3o

2011-12-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

he's always been by my side

acting cute sometimes *jiggles*

his presence helped me to forget about that

uh-so-annoying-and-ignorance guy

am i falling for him? ._.

not yet. it's still too early >.<

but thanx for lighting up my dull

life little by little :3

2011-12-04T07:41:00.003+08:00

i finally get over him

thank God *w*

maybe cause he always :

1. Ignored me

2. Talked to other girls and romanced with

them right before my very eyes -__-

he got my heart broke into pieces everytime

he did that

it's damn annoying... and i'm tired of this -.-

i didn't realize that as time passed,

there's hatred for him that grew within me

thanx for all the "nice things" that you've done

to me all this while boy

and

Thanx For Making Me Worthless In Your Eyes

thanx

2011-11-28T16:54:00.003+08:00

that's my status at gaia

why? cause he gave me a present (in gaia)

simple and cheap

but it means everything to me

see? how stupid i am

i knew it means nothing to him but...

awh... u know.. when people are in love, even

the smallest thing that he did for u means

like universe :>

though he didn't know that i fall for him, i'm

still being stupid. damn = ~=

HIM AGAIN

2011-11-23T14:21:00.002+08:00

i still can't get over him

i tried to poof from him, but it lasts

for 3 days only

what the heck is going on with me!!

this is making my head go round

and round

and he kept going on with his nonsence

talking~ but i just follow his flow -__-

cause i really3 miss him T-T

i hate myself....and hate him...for making

me miss him -.-

Go Mi Nam

2011-11-19T08:14:00.003+08:00

my brother went home last night

from Shah Alam with his fiancee

but what got me going half crazy was

the longing for Go Mi Nam!

that's my pet, hamster ;D

oh!! how i missed Go Mi Nam since she's

been kidnapped to S.A by ablong. LULZ

and it seemed like she's missing me too!

cause the moment i put her home at the

floor, her nose was like sniffing out from her

cute pink penthouse

then i touched her nose * awh!!!so cute! *

out of the blue, she ran out from her

penthouse, and gasping for my hand

aww~~~~ and she quickly climbed to my

hand when i put mine in front of her

Go Mi Nam! u're always so cute! i LOVE u!! :D

sem 1 exam - ended so do him

2011-11-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah~

a bunch of thanks to Allah and my

friends for helping me during our

ups and down in studies

i could answer the exam II questions

easily

and not to forget about Abg Syaraff who

gave us final tips at the eleventh hour

thanx soooooo much! ^o^

oh, and....him... yeah, the thief of my heart

i decided to forget him cause... i think

i'm wasting my time towards him

he didn't even notice my feelings i think

or he noticed, but pretended like nothing

is rolling in my heart

maybe because...he got nothing for me

that's why. and i understood. so, farewell :)

" letting u go is hard.

but it's a must.

so i won't die.

bye "

:D

2011-11-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

yay~ everything's back to normal

it was just a misunderstanding

he wasn't mad at me

just the internet thingy

*went on studying happily*

actually, *sleep* >.<

nuuu!!!

2011-11-16T16:53:00.002+08:00

magosh....

i don't know why but i think he's mad at me

we're talking about our old times in gaia

and suddenly... a topic went out

and he's like... mad..? or sad..?

idk!!!

then i said sorry...and he went off9

o.o;

this seem's like a serious matter..

i...don't like this... he's making me crazy

why is he taking that so serious?

i'm so damn puzzled now

please don't be like this... i'm truly sorry if i

hurt your feeling

throw me your anger instead of silence T-T

again..

2011-11-16T11:56:00.002+08:00

he did that again

=.=

yeah, THAT again

M.I.A

even his gaia wasn't on..

and tomorrow is my last paper...

my heart isn't at ease now that

he went poof-ing

; ~;

music 1 exam - OK!

2011-11-15T17:33:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah~!! i managed to answer all the

question even with my sweaty hands

lulz

thank God Asraf didn't call out for my name

and asked me for the answers -___-;;

credit goes to mie and sya~ (ciksyapunyer.blogspot)

without them, i can never perform this great

love u guyz!! ^o^

blog make-up

2011-11-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

i put some blusher on my blog

how does it look?

ok? haha~

floating pink blusher ^.^

love it <3

M.I.A

2011-11-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

he went missing for about 2 hours i think

and i already missed him like hell

-.-

eff... why am i turning out this way...?

mhm...i guess it can't be helped

i will never get over him after what i've gone

through today

well...daaa? i didn't spam him or chat him for

two days

i thought i was doing just fine until he suddenly

poofed (deactivate acc)

and i was like " what the hell is happening?! "

-.- awh.... i'm so pathetic D;<

mhm..

2011-11-11T09:58:00.003+08:00

it's Friday and it's so boring!

last night, the unknown guy endlessly asked

for my picture

-.- the efff...! he's no one to get my pic

and he's so....idk...i think he's one of a

kind of a bad-guy

i can sense it. but i didn't follow his flow

just wait till i'm home...i'll dump him straightly

block his number. he don't deserve me ;)

i text him back just because i'm soooo boring

no one to be texted T-T

BM is oooooover~~~

2011-11-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

ok, now it's over for BM

only left PJ and Music

magosh...i answered a question carelessly

T-T

efff.....!

i hope it wouldn't affect my grades

-.-

friends

2011-11-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

ok~ now i've decided to pull off my feelings for him

why?

because...i think he got a girlfriend

oh well, it's a logical think that a handsome

and cool guy would have one

and it's gonna be weird if he don't have a gf

i think we'll be good in friends mode :)

:(

2011-11-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

i thought we'll be having a huge and non-stop

conversation once he's here

but i was wrong..

i got so much things on my side 2 be said

it's just...i don't know where and how

to start

and i felt like we're kind of apart now

everything is starting to change...

how i miss our old time ; w;

yay!

2011-11-07T17:23:00.002+08:00

he buzz me at fb chat once he's on9

and i was like yyyaaaayy! lol

i got tons of things to throw at him

but the slow internet connection ruins everything

-___-;;

er...progress?

2011-11-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

man....he's not on9 for the whole day

and i missed him like hell

omg...how i hate this kind of feeling

it's making my life miserable

-_-

when he's on9 during night, the conversation

seems to have some....progress....?

awh...idk!!! idk if he's just playing around with me

either it's just a joke or what

but i just go with the flow, without taking it

as a serious matter >.<

him

2011-11-03T14:05:00.002+08:00

the unknown guy is now gone

but the thief of my heart is still here

i'm trying my best to avoid anything

that would make my heart race towards him

putting on too much hope will drive me

to agony someday

so, i better be prepared for the worst

i've had enough of this -.-

in the mops

2011-11-02T18:01:00.002+08:00

i hate how myself is right now

i was thinking too much about him..

hoping for something that is not gonna happen

people are right

when we're too happy, tomorrow we'll be in the mops

rite...-.-

what am i thinking?!! just who am i to him??

nothing i guess...just an acquaintance

so, *giving a big beatch slap to self*

WAKE UP! T-T

pfft

2011-11-01T16:39:00.002+08:00

that mysterious guy texted me again

and i was being an emo with him

let's see how far will he go for this childish game

exam hell week

2011-11-01T08:27:00.003+08:00

humph....it's the week of exam..again

how i've forgotten the feeling of sitting for exam

after the school thingy ended

;3 but i haven't started studying hard yet

n an unknown guy called me last nite

nah...oldies i think. n trying 2 get 2 noe me

what the foo... n i was fooling around with him

like...giving him such ridiculous infos about me

at first, i thought dat he was my collegue but when i

tricked him with the exam for next week, he seems to be so....

BLANK? ._.

lolololololollll dat was soooo fun~!

nyahahaaaa~~~

earphone~

2011-10-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

FOUND!

Alhamdulillah...thank God..

my class monitor kept it for safe

yatta~~~ ^.^

missing earphone.... T-T

2011-10-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

waaaaaa ToT

my dearest earphone is missing!!!!!

i already had a bad feeling about this when my

friend kept borrowing it from me...for one week...

i was thinking of it.." what if it's gone missing?"

but i was too negligent to think of it carefully

when i was in my Gaia world the moment

they borrowed it

and i only realised it was missing when i packed

my belonging to go home for holiday..

but i felt suspicious of someone. WHY?

BECAUSE one of the person that is responsible for

my missing earphone went on ignoring me when

i called out on him

it's like he's avoiding me... what the.....

i hope Allah will show me the way of truth..

Gamelan practise

2011-10-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

i got 2 learn new instrument tonight~

yay~!!! and it's so much fun!

very....mhm... "SYOKnye!!!!"

yah, like that. can't describe it

u gotta feel it for yourself

then only u'll know how fun it is

idk....the passion to play gendang just popped

out within me out of the blue

nina said it's hard 2 learn, but for me it's just ok

and FUUUUUUNNNNNN!!!! *waves* ^.^

GAIA + VIOLIN WITH SUSU

2011-10-18T18:30:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got 2 play gaia today~ after class ended at noon

i flied away to the world of my own during

the alomost-an-hour gaia gaming

bwahaha~~~

then i got a date with Susu Lim at evening

oh well~ violin class date :P

coz i haven't go for violin class almost 2 weeks

and i really3 miss it! >.<

that's why i went 2 her room and learned violin

thanx Susu!! XOXO

assignments? haha~

2011-10-18T00:17:00.002+08:00

now, now.....

assignment time is going to an end

how glad i am

because i can enjoy my one week holiday

happily with Gaiaonline.com and violin

but one thing is gonna make my life go

round and round....

exam week is coming after holiday.....

awh.... =.=

Jump Rope Match

2011-10-14T18:12:00.003+08:00

finally it ended~!!

phew~~~~ it feels soooo GREAT

my group (E.C.X) was supposed to be in 5,

but a group disband and two of the members join mine

it's Asraf and Chun~

we only practised seriously at the eleventh hour

and guess what?

suprisingly, we got 2nd place! O.O;;

i was like... "What??!"

Asraf went crazy with his damn loud scream, while

we just burst into laughter

that was soooooo ridiculous

coz our formation was such a mess (not really, but...yeah..)

but maybe it's because of our unique probs and ideas

(well... it was Asraf's actually) ;)

and the champion was the group from our class

sooooo, peeps! stop thinking that we, the students of

music department can do nothing except

playing instruments

we even got the highest marks for gymnastic practical test

^o^ i'm proud to be a music student!

looooooootttss

2011-10-12T12:27:00.003+08:00

wooho~ i'm back 2 this blogging ceremony (what the...?)

LOLOL

sorry, but i've been very busy lately

subject tests, gymnastic practical, and assignments

and all happened in one week after another

now, the only things that left are TMK

assignment and jump rope match

guess what?

i heard that the rope jump match will be canceled...

YAY!!!!!!!

and i just bought a new broadband 3 days ago ^o^

finally~ but i haven't play Gaia online with it yet...

all for the purpose of assignment...FOR NOW

yeah, next week it'll be the heaven week for meeee!!!

YATTA!!!!!!!

Mr. A?? hurm..

2011-10-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

i think i'm moving closer to the words " forget"

yeah, it's true. i'm on for a new mission

that is : forgetting Mr. A

and i'm about 80% to reach my goal of 100%

idk why but...uhm,, how to say this..

it's like..i'm tired of having a one-sided-crush >.<

and i think it's time for me 2 move on since

i have no more crazy heart beat everytime he's around me

yay~ right now, it's time for me 2 concentrate on my studies

ganbatte!

Iznee Rehanna Hassan

2011-10-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

oh well, i was having a fun, long phone talk with her last night

an hour and a half. phew, new record. LOL

haven't meet her for quite some time

we shared everything that happened

around us in this few months

thanx iznee for still remembering me

love u buddy! ^.^

. . . . . .

2011-09-23T10:44:00.005+08:00

ugh.... what a compact life i'm having right now

everything is just so messed up

with the assignments that never ended

and the sick me, then ok, then sick again

=.=

and i haven't been able 2 buy a nice, great broadband for myself

T-T

i wanna play gaiaonline so badly that i think i can die x.x

thank God that the assignments are keeping

me away from the dreadly gaia-playing intention >.<

i'm....back? lulz

2011-09-20T08:42:00.003+08:00

haven't blogging for quite some time

well....i've been busy with the Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan ke-54

it all happened in 10 days

tired but so much fun ^.^

and i bought my first english novel for the 1st time in my life

hella PRICEY

=.=

looks like i'll never get the chance 2 buy broadband for now

awh..... T-T

with tons of assignments 2 be passed up in 1 week time

me, my life = so pathetic -.-

ex...?

2011-08-18T05:52:00.002+08:00

it's a creep when your ex suddenly trying to be kind to u

haha

never thought that he remembered our childhood old times

idk what's his true intention

like...he kept bugging me at fb chat for 2 days

then, he kept on being quiet for the next day

until now

what? trying 2 play tug-of-war?

well, i'm not the kind of girl that will fall for the same person twice

even if he's damn hot. nah....

Mr. A will always be the first in my heart :D

Qiyamullail

2011-08-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

it was my second time doing qiyamullail for my entire life

we performed solat tahajjud first, followed by solat sunat tasbih

now, now...that second one was damn challenging

early in the peaceful morning (4am)~

with the damn heavy eyes... e.e

i survived for the whole solat sunat tasbih but failed on the last SUJUD

i bend down to the earth, not coming up for quite some time

>.<

i could feel my body moving right and left

LULZ

i came 2 my senses n looked around without reciting the salam

gah....what a shame Dx

it was my EPIC FAIL -.-

going good

2011-08-12T22:03:00.001+08:00

we didn't interact much today

well, it's good because i was hoping it to be this way

so that i will remain to be myself

keyboard - rock guitar duet

2011-08-11T11:21:00.004+08:00

it was such a blast

i was playing his keyboard and he suddenly did the accompaniment

aaaaahhh~~~

my heart jumped out to the rhythm

but then, i awoke from the oh-so-happy moment

right after the song ended,

i walked away...

to keep my heart safe and sound

from even a single uncontrolled heartbeat

>.<

NOTES TO SELF : he's taken. keep this feeling away

Distance, oh distance

2011-08-10T06:37:00.002+08:00

i'm trying 2 keep my distance on the track with him

can't lose my cool and get busted

but... yeah.. whenever i tried 2 be apart from him

God pulls us closer

awh.....

don't lose track, Arina! he's just a buddy.

so...yeah! a buddy will always be one

not more than that :)

oh happy2 day ~

2011-08-05T11:19:00.003+08:00

happy day of me~

i wore a different hijab style today

it's one of a kind of an express hijab

coz i was lazy to iron other tudung =w=

i thought he didn't realize it..

but opposite thing happened!

jeng jeng jeng~~~

he complimented me! yay!

he said it when i wasn't paying my attention to him

i heard it, but still i pardoned him

n he changed the topic~ saying about his lil sibling

haha~

Music Dance Club

2011-08-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

i joined the first practise today n it was damn cool!!

we were a bit blurr when kak Jamie suddenly played The Taxi

by SNSD and asked us 2 dance according 2 the beat

any dance could be

but i was blank n didn't do much >.<

when she started the coreography lessons,

the class became more heated up and fun

i was burning with spirits 2 dance which i haven't in quite some time

yeah, it was fun and i ended up being tired but happy ^.^

Heartbeat... awh... -..-

2011-08-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

my heart started 2 pound frantically when i see him

it wasn't like this b4

i didn't know when it started

arrghh!! stop it!! he will remain and can only be a buddy!!

i've 2 stay away from a taken boy (him)

please...just accept this bitter reality already, Arina Mastura

awh.....i hate this kind of feelings

coz it'll leave me in agony =..=

puasa time~

2011-08-01T13:46:00.002+08:00

it was the first day of puasa yet i couldn't join them..

T___T

i always got the happening feelings for the 1st puasa

...only this year... awh....... =.=

but still, i'll go and BOMB the bazaaar with my fwends!!

ahhh!! murtabak, air soya, kueh lopez~ here i cooooome!!

hacked ;3

2011-07-30T09:22:00.002+08:00

my avi got hacked again on gaia

=w=

just when i was about to do good deed to nazz,,, awh....

well, it's ok~ i can catch up to that small amount in no time

just wait for holiday... or wait till i get a broadband (wireless here sucks)

now u've made me burn with spirits to play gaia again

THANX A LOT hacker :P

come back~

2011-07-30T00:15:00.004+08:00

i had a sudden feel that Mr A is drifting away from me

D: oh noooo~

did i get busted from hiding my feeling? Dx

nah...i don't think so...

after we became like so close buddies yesterday... awh...

i knew that he'll never be mine but,,,

being near him as a buddy is better than slightly acquaintance =)

shocking news

2011-07-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

my buddy's bro passed away yesterday

the news came out of the blue

she was sobbing when she called me, telling that her bro passed away

i felt sorry for her. i wanted 2 comfort her but i suck at it

really2 suck...

i hope that i can always be by her side n give her strength 2 move on

i'm 15?

2011-07-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

LOL... a salesgirl mistaken me as a 15 year old girl

funny~ coz i thought my face looked matured.. -.-

but yeah, i don't mind it coz i felt young with that

HAHA

Mr. A

2011-07-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

Mr. A...is a dashing gentleman ^.^

why? because... He ..

1. asked me to take shelter while he get the cab for us

2. paid the cab fares

3. helped me 2 buy the LRT tickets

4. asked me 2 sit when there was an empty seat in the LRT

5. gave his seat 2 an old woman

6. accompanied me until the bus station

7. texted me asking whether i was already on the bus or not..

Phew~ that was one long list~ i've never met someone like him

how lucky his girlfriend is to have him

who is Mr.A? well, of course he's just a friend of mine... =)

duhh..

2011-07-19T19:47:00.001+08:00

i met with an annoying people when paying colgate at guardian

=.=;;

the admired girl of payung

2011-07-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

i met her tonight during al-Mulk

and yeah, i was startled coz she's an ultimate rival

beautiful, with fair skin and charming eyes

any guys would fall for her

i'll never be able to beat win over her

so,, yeah, i'll just be a watcher instead of rival

now i know why payung is really into her

well, if that's how it's fated to be,,,then i'll accept it

umbrella a.k.a payung

2011-07-13T17:29:00.005+08:00

it's all happened during PJ time this morning

our class joined together for PJ with Mr Zul

we played a game like...grouping ourselves in random

first grouping that Mr Zul wanted us to do was according to shirt color,

then gender, class, and hometown.

the final grouping was that 8 people in a group

i didn't know which group to go so i randomly went into a group

and guess what? i was in a group with payung =w=

the more i wanted 2 avoid him, the more God put me to him

but yeah...the game was fun coz... well, it's a secret~ shhsh...

but sad things come after happy things

true..

i was eavesdropping payung's conversation with my buddy after PJ

and heartbroken after knowing..

that...he's into a new girl of our batch...a cute n pretty one

my rival....LOL.. nah...i'll just watch him from afar

coz dat's how we were fated 2 be ;w;

an umbrella story~

2011-07-08T00:38:00.005+08:00

it was raining heavily

i walked under my big umbrella, alone

a few boys were crossing the road ahead of me

all passed, but one approached me

" can i share ur umbrella? "

OMG! i was startled because of his cuteness <3

the next thing i knew was we were walking side by side

n he suddenly hold the umbrella for me

* O * i felt like i was in a movie shoot LOL

we chatted a bit...b4 he said thanx n walked away...

-THE END- >.<

tiring day..

2011-07-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

idk y but i'm so tired today

maybe it's because of the PJ during afternoon class -.-

monday got ko-ku, tuesday, wednesday, thursday got PJ

the only non-tiring day for me is Friday~ heaven~!

n of course saturday n sunday too :P

i'm used to live at the hostel but i'm still trying 2

adapt myself to this new...idk...lifestyle? LOL

IPG Kampus Ilmu Khas, Cheras

2011-07-03T02:25:00.003+08:00

it's been 2 weeks since my first day here

i felt so thankful 2 God for letting me be here

the seniors r so nice, unlike my prev schools

they even greet us (juniors) first, which is a rare thing seniors will do

my classm8 are nice, which are mostly chinese with grade 5 above owo;;

n we got piano in the class T.T (tears of joy)

how lucky i am 2 be here :)

Howl's Moving Castle ost

2011-05-06T22:56:00.004+08:00

The merry-go-round Of Life.

This is an easier version than the real one.

But for me, it sounds perfect :)

Can't wait 2 start this piece.

p/s : I do not own anything!

UPSI...sayonara..

2011-05-06T18:31:00.003+08:00

i didn't get the offer 2 UPSI...

a bit dissapointed but not much

i knew this will happen due 2 my last interview there

nah~ i'll just pray for the IPG coz that's my real goal :D

Katekyo Hitman Reborn! ost - Hibari's Theme

2011-04-29T11:16:00.002+08:00

I really3 love the anime & songs. They're all soooooo cooool!!!

OMG!! I can't describe how magnificent it is. The most

goosebumps song for me is Hibari's theme, Fuuki Iinchou. But

man... it's so hard 2 play!! The speed is crazy~ It's

gonna take all my lifetime 2 learn this piece.

But I don't care, coz I'm sure I can play it someday! ^.^

p/s : I do not own anything!

Winter Sonata - From The Beginning Until Now

2011-04-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

I learned this piece for my dad coz he loves it so much.

Just trying 2 be a good daughter~ lol. Took

me 3 days to learn :)

p/s : I do not own anything!

Interviews...!

2011-04-21T21:37:00.005+08:00

16.4.2011 - UPSI's music interview

i didn't do it very well coz it was my 1st time attending an interview

i was nervous to hell!! my hands were both cold

i couldn't sing well- off pitching =.=''

taku...i never thought of singing 4 interview! -.-

TODAY - IPG's music interview.

i've done better! yay!!! thanks to the previous interview

i gained experienced n prepared to the end~ lulz

during the amali session, one of the interviewers wanted me 2 speak in english

reasons : coz my mom is an english teacher. -.- yare2....

luckily i've gone through a full english interview b4 (for librarians in form 4)

so, he was not lucky enough 2 scare me tho xD

n i sang well too! omg, i didn't believe it! it didn't go well for the UPSI but this ._.

maybe i am fated for the IPG? lulz. ahahha~

Devil Beside U ost - Li Xiang Qing Ren

2011-03-26T10:24:00.002+08:00

I love the drama, I love the songs ( especially Rainie's songs ).

It's very soft & calming. Love it! Took me

3 days to learn :)

p/s : I do not own anything!

Yiruma - River Flows In You

2011-03-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

I was influenced by Fatin Najwa to learn this piece,

coz she played it heavenly cool!!! :D Took me 3

days to learn, but ain't as cool as her yet.. T.T

p/s : I do not own anything!

J.Pachelbel - Canon in D (C version)

2011-03-12T09:40:00.001+08:00

Influenced by Diyana Adibah 2 learn this cute song.

Dedicated to Iznee Rehanna for her birthday~

It took me 2 days to learn :)

p/s : I do not own anything!

J.Pachelbel - Canon

2011-02-28T09:33:00.001+08:00

A simple version of Canon by Johann Pachelbel :)

p/s : I do not own anything!

Car Driving

2011-01-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

i had my 1st time driving experience in my life today

uncle Ah Su only teached me the basics

after i get my L license, then only he'll teach me everything

this is what i've long awaited for!

my car broke down for 3 times today

(luckily, not in front of the boys) ;D

i had some difficulty with the clutch pedal

well...my leg is not long enough for it T.T

but still, i could push the pedal *trying so hard*

surely, i can't wait for the next lessons~! ^.^

Ujian Undang2

2011-01-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

i did the exercises a lot so that i wouldn't fail the test

n yes!!! i passed the test with flying colours~!

haha~ 45/50 in 9 mins

i could've done it faster but it's ok

the internet server was down so we had to wait for hours b4 doin the test

then, for the 1st time in my life... i ate at a stall

it was dusty with cars passing along it x.x

but as my stomach growling painfully with hunger...i ignored it all

=.=''

1st Driving Lesson started!

2011-01-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

the day that i've been waited so much finally appeared!

yup, Driving Class~!

it's Chagya's B-Day too! Happy B-Day OPPA~

i met with my not-so-close old school fwendz too

gosh....we got nothing but 5 hours of boredom!

it's the ceramah thingy that took us that long

too long that some dude n dudette dozed off (except me) ;D

lucky for me coz i brought my songs with me

K-Pop songz that will always make me chill out :D

n i met new person which i couldn't tell her age by her face

kak Noredah, 26, married, have a child, n working

well, she looks like a form 5 student though xD

oh, n a boy snapped my pic but forgot to turn off the flash =.=''

i juz ignored him ;D

it's shopping time~!!

2010-12-26T21:24:00.005+08:00

today was such a happy day coz my dad took me for a shopping!

i've waited for diz shopping2 thingy in years~

finally, i got it! all imported from Korea

* flying2 *

oh, my ARM!!! xO

2010-12-23T10:53:00.003+08:00

uh.... i practised Love Ya dance so hard dat i hurt my left arm

crap.. now i can't do anything but rest

T~T

i juz thinking bout burning more calories today -.-''

well, maybe i DO need a rest

Stairway To Heaven!! here i come!! x3

at 11.30 am on NTV7...

*sitting in front of the TV with handful of snacks*

>D

spaghetti bolognaise

2010-12-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

finally! tonite, i managed to make one!

yay!!!! and noe wat?

it tasted great~ oh~ i'm so proud of myself

xD

last night...

2010-12-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

man... last nite was such a nitemare! xO

the scratching sound on the ceiling keep bugging me off!

=.= i hold on for quite some time

but then, can't stand it anymore~ it's creepy...

n i called for my sis

noe wat? she said " meh tido ngn Nabilah "

yay!!! only after dat that i managed 2 sleep well

but after i went to her bed, the sound juz...GONE

>.<

new handphone~

2010-12-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

most of my fwends got new hp

but me~ nah...i luv mine

so, i dun need other hp (for naw)

well, but i think i've fall for W508 tho... ouwh... =.=''

stairway to heaven --> KOREAN drama

2010-12-17T12:30:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!! Finally!! the drama is now on air AGAIN!

now it's on NTV7 ( last time 8TV )

*happy2* wow~ never thought dat God wanna let me be happy again

well,, it's kinda borring 2 be at home w/o doin or watching anything...good?

=.= at least, now i have sumthin to do instead of YouTube-ing x3

ss501 - Thanks For Waking Me Up show

2010-12-14T07:18:00.004+08:00

finished all the episodes yesterday!

:D can't believe it! i've been strucked by ss501~

it's all started when i 1st saw LOVE YA MV

tha dance is sooo damn cool!

oh, and the song too~

juz then dat i realized dat they're sooo good-looking

xD

w8, i'm not BETRAYING B2ST!

xP

school's ended

2010-12-13T09:15:00.003+08:00

i've gone through many things in SESERI diz 2 years

happy n sad moments with teachers and fwendz

what made me happy here was fwendz

but whu noes, a fwend dat i loved so much didn't appreacite me

and, a fwend dat i never realize enough, loved me more

there's so much CORNFLAKES (XD) through diz fwendship

but i'm glad dat i finally realized my true fwend

better late than never, right IZNEE? Love u! ^.^

the 'urrghh...' has in

2010-09-25T11:35:00.003+08:00

have a feeling that everything is changing now

y? i dunno.. i'm so blank

we juz didn't hang out together lyke b4

is it becuz of me? have i done sumthin dat made her mad?

or does she wanted to left me...lyke b4?

. . .

if i ask her the truth, she'll juz conceal it

dat's her. i noe her

urrghhh....

i am so....puzzled! wat does she want actually?

sumtime, she juz left me

then, she was lyke... nothing's happening n lepak same2

what is diz all about man...?! =.=''

crisis's over :]

2010-09-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

it's all settled up this morning

thanx to pip tho

;D

we hugged each other n said sorry for making our own 'ntah ape2' assumptions

haha. it's funny,, coz a small misunderstanding can make us apart

but glad it's over now

n i hope it will over too...sooner or later...between ' I ' and ' N '

i really2 hope so that we can gather like b4

and happy2 alwayz... =)

nothing's perfect...

2010-08-31T16:35:00.003+08:00

" Jangan sedih jika diri tak dihargai tapi sedih bila diri tak lagi berharga."

i'm the one that she thought didn't appreciate her

who does she think she is? God?

she didn't even know that i do appreciate her

maybe not as much as she wanted to but... i do.. even a bit

" Dalam bersahabat jangan cari kesempurnaan dan persamaan tapi cari keserasian."

she wanted a perfect friendship but nothing is perfect in diz life

i can accept it,,, but can she..??

no, she can't. so she left

-the end-

hurt is hard...

2010-08-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

didn't know dat it was very hard to keep a friendship still

it's hard to keep one's heart warm

it's hard to please other person

it's hurt when i didn't even notice that i've hurt a person's heart

seriously.... i didn't notice it.. i'm sorry

i hope we can get a new start

korean dance..

2010-05-17T06:42:00.002+08:00

mhm, 4 teacher's day ni, kitorang bwt prfrmnce korean dance

mmg bnyk ar dugaan... ntah ar,

the dugaans are~~

1st : lab comp,,,

2nd : bilik muzik,,,

3rd : AJK ckp nk cancel kitorang pnyer prfrmance,,,

4th : AJK ckp nk devide kitoang 4 diff prfrmance timing,,,

5th : malaz nk ckp da...

tp, mmg bnyk ar. aq slalu ar jgk tnsyen memikirkn mnde nih

hissyhh.... tp pg ni nk prform da, so juz pasrah je la

hope evrythg will be juz fine..amin..

p/s : da bpe bulan aq x blogging eh??? hehe

ZB? have i get over him?

2010-03-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

mhm.... i guess so lah

haha

ntah ar, aq rase cam da x bpe nk pikir sgt pasal ZB da skunk ni

ye ar, dok SBP ni aq brusaha mem-busy kan diri

so, x de ar dok temenong pikir pasal dye

tp kadang2 ade ar tetibe tringat plak en

aq rase maybe dye da lupekan aq pon

coz x de plak ade dengar kaba dr Kede or Aida pasal dye

so...aq pon kne lar get over him coz dye da get over me kn??

mhm~ for diz time, x de sape lg after aq ngan ZB

SPM!!!!!

BELLATRIX! * BESAR PUNYA~!!!! *

Penat Giler nak mampos weyh!!

2010-02-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

kitorang ari nih ade merentas desa

aq mmg da tau trek taon ni lg pnjang tp diorang ckp x de masok utan

bru je nak lega weiii TAPI! sumer tu dusta!

pale hotak diorang x de bukit. aq rase 5 / 6.2 km doe kt dlm bukit tuh

penat giler nak mampos ar

aq bape kali stop kejap nk rest

nak kumpol energy balek ar katekan~

haha.... n dgn banggenye, aq ar org ke-3 smpai paling last!

ngahahaha~~~~

selfish punyer org!

2010-02-15T08:56:00.000+08:00

nyampah aq.

time stop kt R&R td, aq g ar solat ngn ibu.

then, bila da siap, aq nk pki selendang.

tp, ade org solat kt tepi cermin so x leh ar aq nk gne crmin tuh.

maybe rmai sgt org kot, dye tepakse solat je kt situ.

then, bila dye da siap, aq pon gne cermin tu.

dgn pntasnye, dye pon tetibe ade kt tepi aq, nk gne skali crmin.

aiii.... rupe2nye ko solat kt situ coz nk cop tmpat pki tudung ar?!

kuang hajo pnyer minah!

tudung jer~ bkn nye selendang cam aq nih.

kne lilit2 bagai.

len kali klu aq jmpe org cam tu, mmg aq sound direct ar.

kesah ape aq ko lg tua ke haper.

*tp klu org tua, kutuk dlm ati jer la...*

dlu pon aq pnh kene ngan org tua.

dye g conquer cermin 2 sorang2.

panas...!

nyanyi nasyid~

2010-02-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

mlm td kt surau bwt 1st time nye aq rase best kt surau

kitorg form 5 nyanyi nasyid Jalinan sama2

best giler! sumer muka happy

form 4 je yg x de prasaan

time 2 rase cam Bellatrix ade bond plak

aq da mula syg kt Bellatrix

n i'm gonna miss diz moment someday...

haprak doe junior

2010-02-05T17:00:00.002+08:00

aq mmg panas

juniors MAJORITI discriminate klas blok B

pndag adioda je doe

yg kitorg blok B ni, sbelah mata je

dah tu, pndang jawatan pengawas, PRS, PPS

td aq jln ngn aina, n ade sorg budak ni bg salam kt aq

aii,,, kt aq jer? aina x plak..

nmpk sgt doe, juniors taon ni MAJORITI discriminate yg x de jawatan n blok A

KORANG BAJEK DPT MASOK ADIODA AR SUMER NEX YR?!

URRRGHHHH.....

bak kata Pipa, nx yr, sumer masok adioda

biar sendat kelas ;D

DASYAT DOE!

2010-02-04T16:35:00.002+08:00

mmg dasyat

x smpai seminggu aq da dgr citer mcm2 psl dak2 form 4

smpai Sarah ( capt. Onci) pon kne ngn dak f4 dorm dye

aq yg dgr citer ni pn panas jer

tp mmg ar, kitorg last yr pn dasyat gak time freshie

tp diorang lg dasyat doe!

stakat nih aq x kene ape2 ag

yg bnyk kes Onci ar

mhm...I wonder biler " basuh- mmbasuh" akn trjadi ek?? hahaha~

mysterious~

2010-02-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

ari tuh ade org add aq kt FB

bwt cuak aq jer coz org tuh befday dye 16 Ogos

aq mati2 salah tgk, ingatkn 16 Oktober

knape? haha. lu pikir sndiri

mlz aq nk xplain

Juniors~

2010-02-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

ari nih dak form 4 masuk

penat giler doe kitorg uruskan diorang tuh

mlm tuh mmg tido lena giler ah

seb baek dak dorm aq baek2 jer

x de nmpk potensi nk kerek2 n mmberontak

arap2 x de ar smpai end year

insyallah~

kne tourist's interview

2010-01-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

time aq ngn yuyu tgh rushing nk g naek lrt td...

ade ar tourist ni tgh amek pic so kitorg stop ar

then, bile kitorg nk lalu, tetibe dye bg salam

tekezot aq weiii...!

then, dye borak2 ngn kitorg

yuyu da jaoh kt dpn, so aq ar yg kne jwb

mula2 oke je, dye tnye skool mne, form bpe?

then, time dye tnye " what exam do u take in form 5?" aq da x phm

slang dye kn bebelit sket

aq g ckp "what?"

my God... patotnye aq ckp "pardon me?"

tp seb bek dye cool je repeat lg

heheh, then bru aq phm yg 2nd time pnye

last skali, dye wish gudluck. rase rugi plak x dpt lepak ngn dye lame2

klu x bley borak2 lame ag

best woo dpt speaking ngn org real English

^^

teharu aq weii...

2010-01-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

teharu giler aq,,,

mse kt toilet td, aq ingat da sorg2 je

tp rupenye qish, kurt, sharina, aida, and qilah temankan aq

diorg bimbang klu tinggal sorg2 jadi pape nnti

baiknye... T^T

now i LOVE BELLATRIX! ^^

intevensi ended!!!!!

2010-01-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

yeah!!!! finally, aq rase free balek

intevernsi da abez doh

hepi giler

tp paper yg plg mncabar mmg add math ar

berasap kepale aq ni jawab

yg pnting, da abez intevensi. hoho

but not SPM doe... =.=

so sleepy!!!

2010-01-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

urrgh.... time jawab PAI n Physics, sumer rg ngantok semacam je

coz mlm td kitorg bwt operasi pagar-memagar dorm

tido mmg lewat, around 1 gitu ar

majority tido

seb baek PAI aq x failed, Physics tatau ar

hehe

creepy~

2010-01-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

something happened td, time maghrib-isya'

mmg menakotkan

"dye" ckp, blok C kotor

n mmg pon

roti kering x basuh betol2

kesian diorg yg baek ati tlg basuhkn tuh

yg pasti, aq mmg basuh bersih2

ape ar,,, n bnyk giler org yg smpan bju koto dlm locker

sbb kejadian ni, rmai yg da x bwt cam tu lg

aq arap lps nih x de ar ag cam ni

seram~~

nama-aq-arina

apology accepted?

no more hopes

another new guy

new song completed

New sport shoes~!

Guitar~

Bro's Wed

the umpteenth heartbreak

GoMiNam, RIP T-T

someone new? o 3o

thanx

HIM AGAIN

Go Mi Nam

sem 1 exam - ended *so do him*

:D

nuuu!!!

again..

music 1 exam - OK!

blog make-up

M.I.A

mhm..

BM is oooooover~~~

friends

:(

yay!

er...progress?

him

in the mops

pfft

exam hell week

earphone~

missing earphone.... T-T

Gamelan practise

GAIA + VIOLIN WITH SUSU

assignments? haha~

Jump Rope Match

looooooootttss

Mr. A?? hurm..

Iznee Rehanna Hassan

. . . . . .

i'm....back? lulz

ex...?

Qiyamullail

going good

keyboard - rock guitar duet

Distance, oh distance

oh happy2 day ~

Music Dance Club

Heartbeat... awh... -..-

puasa time~

hacked ;3

come back~

shocking news

i'm 15?

Mr. A

duhh..

the admired girl of payung

umbrella a.k.a payung

an umbrella story~

tiring day..

IPG Kampus Ilmu Khas, Cheras

Howl's Moving Castle ost

UPSI...sayonara..

Katekyo Hitman Reborn! ost - Hibari's Theme

Winter Sonata - From The Beginning Until Now

Interviews...!

Devil Beside U ost - Li Xiang Qing Ren

Yiruma - River Flows In You

J.Pachelbel - Canon in D (C version)

J.Pachelbel - Canon

Car Driving

Ujian Undang2

1st Driving Lesson started!

it's shopping time~!!

oh, my ARM!!! xO

spaghetti bolognaise

last night...

new handphone~

stairway to heaven --> KOREAN drama

sem 1 exam - ended so do him